逐夢者The Dreamers

I hate normality, maybe that's the reason I can't stand regular work schedule. But hey, didn't I enjoy Taiwan's education? Even though it's stressful and meaningless? I guess it's because back in the day ,we had purposes: a better high school, then, a better college. Stupid, but it kept us grounded. That's what happened, after college we have no stupid purpose, we must walk on our own, with bear hands, write our own story and draw new purposes. What is my purpose in life? I became Christina, I only know what I don't want.

Daisy is LOVE. But she is too sad to smile today. Her schedule after school is too crazy that she have 5 homeworks to write after 9 o'clock. Poor kids, she's only 11. Another 11-year-old girl in my class have to take tomorrow off to see a psychiatrist. And I learned that they never really read a book unrelated to school subjects. The Kids Are NOT Alright. When they say they are stressful, that they are busy, it's TRUE. Why do ppl always think, that because we are older, we know better? I never understand this shit. Sharing is much better than pushing and preaching. They should know better.

我沒有特別喜歡的名模Coco Rocha結婚了。以下這則牢騷就是因為看完她的結婚影片有感而發（並不是要特別走女王路線）。之前就有人告訴我：你沒有辦法兼顧愛情與知己這兩件事。比如，你無法要求對方懂那些上癮者才了解的私密，同時嘆息那個時期的黑人音樂與饒舌，或津津樂道某一年的電影都太好看。愛上一個人需要太多巧合，若對方還是你最要好的朋友，喔那真是太困難了。

「我從兩個人身上得到的東西是不一樣的。」
「你為什麼要從兩個人身上得到東西，一個不夠嗎？」

 


不可否認本人已垂垂老矣，心中的最愛隱匿九Ｏ年代。大學黃金前期的電影真是難忘記。［離題：虧了蔡導的福，我對白光類老歌瞭若指掌。而且每次哼都很有＂畫面＂。］《巴黎初體驗》這孩子阿，每次整理資料夾，總驚訝於過多的愛心收藏：畢竟三人清瘦的肉體都在五年的時間內消逝殆盡。就像我每次見到《安那其戀人》，都會記得那是第一次聽到The Kinks的This Time Tomorrow。（NOT《大吉嶺》）。

我的抽屜塞滿了男孩寫的信，有的折成三角形、有的折成很厲害的愛心。