I hate normality, maybe that's the reason I can't stand regular work schedule. But hey, didn't I enjoy Taiwan's education? Even though it's stressful and meaningless? I guess it's because back in the day ,we had purposes: a better high school, then, a better college. Stupid, but it kept us grounded. That's what happened, after college we have no stupid purpose, we must walk on our own, with bear hands, write our own story and draw new purposes. What is my purpose in life? I became Christina, I only know what I don't want.
Daisy is LOVE. But she is too sad to smile today. Her schedule after school is too crazy that she have 5 homeworks to write after 9 o'clock. Poor kids, she's only 11. Another 11-year-old girl in my class have to take tomorrow off to see a psychiatrist. And I learned that they never really read a book unrelated to school subjects. The Kids Are NOT Alright. When they say they are stressful, that they are busy, it's TRUE. Why do ppl always think, that because we are older, we know better? I never understand this shit. Sharing is much better than pushing and preaching. They should know better.
I think that,because I present a certain image among them, they presume that's what I am. But I am not. Can't you tell I am not pleased? Oh dear of course they don't. Ignorance and stubborness is what I dislike most about you. And a guy straight walk out of Noah Baumbach's pictures? Glad I didn't stay the whole day.
I love Joshua Ferris' "Then We Came To The End". It's a bit boring at first due to long descrptions, but in the end it's all worth it. YOU WILL NEVER LIKE YOUR JOB! Put this on your forehead 365 days! It all make sense to me now. it will never be fun. I'm just lucky I can do the things I like to do, for right now.
- Sep 15 Wed 2010 02:22